My life, my style..

2011 first blog..

2011-02-20T02:46:00.000-08:00

Long time didn't update my blog already..because of lazy and tired of working stuff..

Before Chinese New Year, I need to go to office for helping pack those clothes to outlets. while in the afternoon i have to work in the outlet to serve customers..i worked for more that 12hours per day!!!really exist my actual working hours...but these time got O.T lol...(last 2 years just can get off day replacement) i work until Nian 29..

I have 12 days Chinese Near Year leave..long leave...but is still not enough for me...everyday have to go to meet my old friends..but is sorry to say that I can't meet them all...so...see you all next time when I'm back...

Now, I have to prepare for handling other 2 peoples work..because they are going to resign..cham lo..I should open a company and named it as BGL pte ltd..sure can earn a lot lol!!!

Photoshop CS5 Extended!!!

2010-11-30T07:19:00.000-08:00

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Working trip at China..

2010-11-07T07:05:00.000-08:00

Although is called as working trip

..but..

this time is totally different than before..

I have chance to go Shanghai..and also An Hui(安徽)..

吃在安徽

酸菜鱼。。

we ask for no spicy..

but covered with chilli oil..spicy (/ □ \)

鸭下巴。。also spicy..

Conclusion: they like spicy and salty..covered with chili oil~

eat in a big wok~

I found a snack taste like pop corn at An Hui~

I named it:

Chinese pop corn

上海外滩

步行街

城惶庙

上海大闸蟹

酒酿丸子

小杨煎包

I really fell good when I was at Shanghai

it fell like

I'm at west~

plus my favourite~Starbuck Vanilla Latte (^ω^)

So enjoy~~

China..

2010-09-11T11:56:00.000-07:00

This few days keep raining non-stop...especially at night..damn hate it..because I was at outside for 2 days afternoon..It's really heat!!!35℃!!!!!!!!!but This morning...

water level in front office..

It is unbelievable that what I saw today..It is a limit that I accept they spit anywhere,BUT not in the ferry..
Yup!I saw it!!!Just in front me..I really get a big shock!Same as my colleague and one of the male passenger...
A China women!She spit inside the ferry,just in front her sit!!!!Yuck!!!!

奇迹。。

2010-09-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

不是什么大奇迹，

只是今天突然间像吃点甜的，

听说是吃甜食会使心情变好。

于是就买了Häagen-Dazs限量版的sorbet来吃

Dream that i dreamed..

2010-09-04T23:08:00.000-07:00

住豪宅

上流社会

环游世界

无忧无虑的生活

我

何时能拥有？

好男人？

2010-09-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

我身边有个男性朋友，

他就快要成亲了。

他说：

有了家庭，就会使他有动力，

好让他有个目标来使一切圆满。

因为他的这句话让我想到：

我们心目中理想的“好男人”

原来是因为他要对他所做的事负责，

所以我们常见这些好男人已经成家立事。

A letter from bank...

2010-08-29T01:11:00.000-07:00

DBC Debit Card send me a letter..

When i open..

So creative!!!

粉红色伞下的我...

2010-08-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

人海茫茫里..
我撑着伞..
一步一步的往回宿舍的路途...
脑海里浮现妈下午打来的目的...
我就知道电话的来电显示妈这个字...
一定是不好的预感..
果然...
妹在今天动了手术...
需要一笔钱..
虽然说是她自己付..
但她也要这笔钱来交学费,维修汽车...
自从我离乡背井...
家里的一切,
好像是由她来扛...
显得我好像一无是处...
家里的事..
我好像一点都帮不上...

这下...

我流泪的..

我解放我一直以来受的委屈..
解放我一直以来的忍耐...
我放肆的哭..
因为没有人会注意到雨伞下的我...

Happy Hour!!!

2010-07-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

Far from stress!!!

Just enjoy yourself...

leave me alone...

2010-07-13T08:40:00.000-07:00

I had been very tired

who can make the time freeze?

I need to be alone

to let myself free

far from the outside world

to let my mind relax a bit

no work!

no more rushing..

but relax & make me cool down..

又爱又恨。。

2010-07-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

它能让你变高

也能给你自信

但

也能够让你痛苦

画画。。

2010-07-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

小学的我喜欢画画，并时常参加填色比赛。。

中学的我喜欢布置布告栏和参加画画比赛。。

升上学院的我就读服装设计。。

毕业后踏入社会，进入一家服装公司。。

但。。。现在并不是一位设计师。。。

振作

2010-06-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

不要因为他抛弃你，
你就哭得死去活来!!!
不要因为他抛弃你，
你就不能比从前活得更好!!!

你必须证明你没有了他
你也一样行!!!

你必须知道
给男人拖累，就当自己走衰运好了
诺要走好运，女人最终要靠的是自己 !!!

经常见面，不代表什么。。。

2010-06-27T04:36:00.000-07:00

WAnna Cry!!!!

2010-06-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

i really wanna cry..but i try very hard..is too hard for me to get try..
maybe after i wailed will feel much more better..

I work so hard for my company..don't know for what?
From the 1st day i join into this company..
I had been started working for more than 12 hours a day..
But what in my mine is..
It is nothing to do if I go back early since I'm not living with my parents...
So that I start keep doing my work until now..
It had been lasting for 1year & 7months..
Everything is okay..
But until early of this month..(June,2010)
I have to work for 2 persons job..
See..1 person already work for more than 12 hours a day...
now 2 persons job..Haiz...

An opportunity..

2010-04-30T10:04:00.000-07:00

I had working until 11pm for 4 days in this month..need to take cab to go back although usually I'm ride to work..

But...today i take cab like usual..but there is an unexpected thing happen...the taxi driver talk with me..maybe for you guys there is nothing..but for me..is opposite lol..

We are talking about the O.T and transport allowance..because he expect i can claim it..he says many company have this kind of offer and also meal allowance for them if they work late..He say i must be love my job!

We chat a lot..about career..he say his niece,working at Paris..also is a merchandiser..his niece been offer to work with many company in different country..He say he will like to introduce me to his niece..hmm..not bad huh?

If he really make a call to me..and ask me to interview..i think i will go and give it a try..somehow is nothing to loose..so that i can know my market value...

Oh ya...my company offer me go to China for 3 months..hmm..don't know how may salary going to pay..is in Renminbi or Singapore Dollar..i still need to pay my rental although i'm not staying..

Crowded day..

2010-03-13T07:12:00.000-08:00

Slide 5

•This week have IT fair at Suntec City..but every time have this kind of event..i won't go there because i know sure is very crowded..but today..i don't know what's wrong with me because I'm going to the IT fair..

•

•when i arrived there..haiz..Let you guys take a look with the situation at there..

in front the New York New York..

same..(after 5 minutes)

after 10 minutes...

so?how is it?

Unusual Dinner..

2010-03-06T04:01:00.000-08:00

Hehe..this is the second time i join the company dinner..
It is not an usual dinner but is having dinner with those big boss...
Is from Suntec management..include the CEO..
We have it in a Italian restaurant called Valentino(the owner/chef's name)...

This is the restaurant..Valentino..
The Awards..The top 50..

Cheese slice machine..My boss & colleagues..

You sure not believe that how many dishes we took...
Here is the list..
1. Finger bits
(tomatoes&olives on the top of garlic bread +homemade cheese)+champagne sparkling

2. Appetizer
(fish+Sicilian salads+squid+tomatoes)+white wine

3. First course
(Rissoto+Seafood Spaghetti+Rigatoni with tomato and chili sauce)+Red wine

4. Second course
(the most famous: beef tenderloin +slow cook Italian chicken)+ Red wine

5. Desserts
(Génoise cake+Panna cotta which is Pudding with caramel+ biscuit with ice-cream on top)+
Limoncello+ tea/coffee..

WAH!!!is too much leh..and the bill..some more high,high,high lo..

TOTAL= $3600!!! for 12 persons..Wines already $1800!!!

幸福。。

2010-03-02T07:12:00.000-08:00

为什么看见您幸福，我是多么的心痛？
在这几天里，
每天看见您是笑得多么的灿烂。。
我知道。。
因为您找到了属于您的幸福。。
自以为可以那么的潇洒的祝福您，
但抱歉，
我办不到。。

我笑我傻，
每天还希望您会留意到我的不同，
每天还会让您拿我的语病来跟大家开玩笑。。
我都没生气，
还跟您们一起笑。。

我好傻。。
明知两个人是没有可能了，
但我还在期待些什么？
我傻，我真傻。。

My Target...

2010-02-27T07:57:00.001-08:00

Is time for planning my target..it is long term target..
so i have to work harder for this lo...

Targets:
1. Keep my hair long..
(i always fail to do this because i always when to salon n the stylish
recommend me to make it shorter n shorter..hair..)

2. Dream house..

example:haha..actually this is my boss's house..nice???3rd floor..

OK!now here i go for my short term targets:

1. Be promoted!!!
(so that my paid also increase..haha...)

2. Get a chance for a business trip to Hong Kong or Thailand...

3. No O.T more that 2 hours...
(last year i work 12-13 hours per day...SIAO!!!)

4. Personal saving (annual)= $4xxx

5. Personal monthly expenses= $2xx + $400 (rental)

6. Slim down 2kg..
(i'm not telling you how heavy am i :p)

7. Be happiness with no worry..

8. Meet more friends and hang out with them..

9. Bring my parents go oversea..vocation..

CNY..

2010-02-23T05:59:00.001-08:00

hmm..i going back 3 weeks early to Malaysia for CNY ..but....is not for holiday...is Working!!!!haiz..so terrible..n make me waste lots of money+angpao...i count how much i already wasted..WHAT!!!RM 4500!!! SIAO MAN!!! I'm not planning to go back early next year..

Chu 1 is valentine's day!!! But my family and my relative celebrating my dad's birthday..although his birthday is on 13th of February...our 1 family..
My mom shy to give my dad a kiss..haha..

Chu 2
hmm..nothing special..jus play "21"..

Chu 3
Having Dimsum at Seremban..really delicious lo..9 am already have long queue at outside..the restaurant as big as a hall still not enough sit...hmm..next time must bring my family go there..plus not expensive at all..After that Sing K at Green Box...

Chu 4
my friend coming back from UK come to my house "bai nian"..after that follow my sis and her 2 boy's friends to watch Big Soldiers..

is comedy movie..

Chu 5
actually is going to picnic with friends..but at last..go to Sing K...at night..we having dinner together..after that going to Monkey sis's house...we play Mafia..hmm...all get fooling by me..hahaha!!! But the 2nd time..they fool me back..they change my card when i went to wash room..haiz..So bad la u all..don't let me threat you guys in the same way o...

Been promoted!!!

2009-11-21T22:46:00.000-08:00

Yes!!finally...i have waited for this moment for my entire life!! What i can say is who don't like to be promoted? Maybe will if their think will get more job until need to OT every night..but it is good that this is the chance to improve more about your talent...if not?(but OT doesn't mean you're good until working so late) Why you need to study so much until degree or master???if just want to earn a lots money for better life..girls what can i say just go to get marry..while guys...help you father do their own business..that's short cut..okok..stop talking about this..my conclusion is if you have a talent in something..find the chance and prove it..if not you regret...

Promoted!!!

2009-11-05T08:17:00.001-08:00

Yes! This is what i looking for!!! Get promoted!! Who don't like? ya..i know..after this i may get more burden compare with before..but this may also to let me to show myself my own power..how high and how far that i can go until..now i just 21 years old..in the position of Senior Assistant Merchandiser..i spend 1 year to have this position..if few years later??i wondering how success i could be? and what can i own? a car? a house? last few months i really up sad because of relation..but when i saw my career..it is not worth it..just a guy.. few years later sure have admirer..what i need to scare off? at that moment..i'm a super women like Chao Ge sing..

My 21st birthday..

2009-09-27T01:25:00.000-07:00

I jus came back yesterday afternoon..tis time i hv no planning at all to come back celebrate my 21st birthday..it was a bid deal to our 21 years old birthday u know?

I celebrate my 21st birthday on 26th September,althought my birthday is on 27th...bbut nvrmind..at least got friends celebrate with me..haha..

We go to eat Korean food..at Mahkota Cheras..(actually the plan is go to Jalan Ampang there..bcoz of some reason..)but still ok..at least is Korean cuisine..I really appologize to my friends..coz they don't like it vr much..But GUYS!!!u must try something new!!!

Aftertat..v hv 2nd round..is go to ah lock house..there are all my secondary friends lo..(i jus know who r they..but they dunno who m I..)
My 3rd round..guess wat..where i go???guess la..ok..tell u la................Genting Hingland>>>>haha..go there at 12am..is really SUANG...arrived home at 4pm..damn tired..

Just 153cm????at Resort Hotel情人桥 PP really duno how to take photo..make me look fat n short..woo..super duper COOL!!!

Thanks to u all..espeacially Ah Teo..sick liao also come to fetch us n join us..PP and Yean Sim too..nice planning o..haha...

寂寞, 空虚...寂寞, 空虚...

2009-09-19T10:19:00.000-07:00

感觉到好寂寞, 空虚...真想要好好的大哭一场, 但却哭不出来! 很痛苦! 想找个伴, 却又不知要找谁诉苦...我想只有红酒才是我的伴...把自己罐醉, 才不会胡思乱想...每次我好像都无所谓, 其实我是多么的希望得到别人的安慰… 每次回想我的每一段爱情都是那么的失败… 让我不敢对接下来的感情抱着希望… 塑造成现在的我… Open minded… 抱着easy come; easy go… 但是我依然还会相信会有例外的! 每次想到他对我的一切是否是真伪, 都使我感到痛苦… 曾经试想要从他身上的到温柔, 但只找到的却是沙漠… 我的确认同我同事的说法, 她告诉我没必要为了他而流泪, 他不值得… 但我却办不到!!! 每一天, 我都会在想他究竟在做些什么, 虽然我和他每天都会碰面, 但我都会刻意然他看见我的存在… 你们应该会我傻吧… 理智的我会做出这些事, 真不敢相信…爱情真让人伤感情..是一场多么令人疲倦的游戏…

My first chinese blog..

2009-09-19T10:18:00.002-07:00

很久没有写blog了。Haiz..最近都很忙，忙得有点透不过气。刚从中国回来，只休息一天又要开工了。接下来要搬新的office。忙着收拾，打扫，搬箱子，桌子，橱和真理store..Haiz..我就快要崩溃了啦！忙完这，还要到店里帮忙。我还以为可以休息，真没想到..每次到店里都没怎么忙，还要我这个大忙人来帮忙，简直就是浪费我宝贵的时间！！！虽然我每天都在忙碌中（可说是没有时间流给自己，因为我的时间都被公司占有了），但还是会一些事情令我去烦，头痛.. 每个人应该都会有跟我拥有同样的烦恼吧！要不是金钱，就是感情的问题..认同吧？对于不大认识我的朋友会任为，“不会吧！秋瑾会为情所困？不可能发生啦！”没错！我的确会！在别人的影响中，我是个女强人，但不要忘记，不管那个人有多坚强，多傲慢，都会有脆弱的一面！就在这个时候，我们就需要某些人的安慰。我现在人在国外，跟我最要好的朋友不在身边，的确是难受，不能像以往那样跟她诉苦。但自从我进入这间公司以来，我只有跟一位中国同事很聊得来（虽然每次都要讲正统的华语，的确是让我头痛，但至少可以帮助休整我的发音）所以只有她能帮助我和给我意见和想法。最近我为情而烦，很多朋友都对我反复说了同一句话，说我可以找到跟好的，他不要我是他的损失，因为以我的条件我没必要去烦这些。说是如此，但我还是放不开。前天，我的同事得知她的前男友前男友找到了新的女友，她很伤心也留下了眼泪。虽然我知道是她提出分手，但毕竟他们都在一起5年了，拥有过美好的回忆。俗语说：不管时间长久，只在乎曾经拥有，但在这里我想补充，不管人有多么的大方，都会有自私的一面，尤其是对感情方面！总而言之，爱情会让人反常，让人感觉得甜蜜，傻呼呼，让人痛苦，烦恼和折磨！！！

Every time I the train coming sound..

2009-09-19T10:18:00.001-07:00

Every time I heard the train coming sound…I hope that I’m sitting inside…on the way back to my country…my home…It reminds me a lot of things…1^st time took train was during my Form 3 school holidays with my family to Singapore…2^nd time was I took train to come over to interview my job…3^rd time...my dad accompany me to come over here…to fix up the place I stay..4^th…I go back to celebrate Chinese New Year…

My office desk is placed next to the window…which I can heard clearly the train…twice a day…if I work until very late…then I’ll heard it three times…How about on my off days? I also can hear it…because I just stay near to the railway station at Tanjong Pagar…I can see the station clearly through my room’s windows…It really make me feel an irresistible impulse to go back… I hope that I can go back right away…not taking train…but plane… so that I can see my parent, bro, sis and also friends… I really can’t wait until next year Chinese New Year…even though this September…but I’m planning to go back on mid of May…

English movie I recommend..

2009-09-19T10:14:00.000-07:00

English movie I recommend…

Guess what…haha..“diao jia”? No la…

Ok, ok…I tell you la.. there are Changeling and The Curious Case of Benjamin Button..

It were very nice when you first time you watch it..

It is very different from the others movies that I had watched.. Don’t believe it?

Ok.. Let me tell you about the synopsis..

Changeling

Is about a mother (Christine Collins -Angelina Jolie) who lost her son and trying find it back. When the police found his son, she was unacceptable... Because that is not her son although the kid said he is Walter Collins and also the address of his house... She trying hard to ask the police continue find her son but the police ignore it and said the case already close.. Christine still going up and then she make the police embarrassing and send her to psychopathic ward.. When she was rescue from there.. She still never give up on searching for her son..

The Curious of Benjamin Button

This is a amazing story.. it is about a main character- Benjamin Buttons was born like a 80 years old man. He was been dump by his father and a African husband and wife adopt him. They thought he can’t survive for long period but is absolutely amazing that if Benjamin getting older, he will look younger... really incredible…